i secretly call myself a cheerleader. no not because underneath my clothes theres a six pack and no i cant jump like that or bend like that or oh you what i mean.
wait wait wait hold it.
(new tab, youtube, shakira underneath your clothes, play)
okay where were we?
im a lousy blogger kan, annoying tak? haha
sorry sorry, lets begin.
you know, i am someone who cares a lot about my family and my close friends. keyword: a lot.
no matter what, i will still be there to cheer them on. i dont give up on them. ever.
and its taking a toll on me.
but it makes me sad when other people are sad. but i guess i shouldn't worry about other people's happiness. especially not at the expense of my own, when they didn't even care if i care. right?
wrong.
well i know what youre gonna say. you'll say "be like me, dont care too much and your heart wont be broken".
and you'll think i'll be better off w the world w that attitude.
then i'll secretly think that youre just not being careful w my heart but will say "i'll try" instead.
and then i will go about living my life, smiling like always and answer "i'm fine" whenever anybody asks how am i doing.
because thats what the society wants to hear, and because that's the right and mature thing to do.
:)
p/s: i wish there's a "DELETE" button or a "Empty Recycle Bin" button in life. that would be fantastic, innit? :P
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