Friday, July 31, 2009

happy 26th anniversary bubbah <3

today is my parents' 26th anniversary. and yes, we call them bubbah. it started with my baby brother. he calls my mum bubbu and my dad babba. and bubbah for both. haha so weve been calling them that ever since.

so i stayed up last night to do a photo collage and a scrapbook and we will frame these two.

well, i tried :

photo collage of their courting days, with a picture of their wedding day in the middle ;)

a photo of their previous anni


from good times, to bad times,
love conquers all

As you're completing another 365 days of your "Happy Together",
here's wishing for many more to come.
"Happy Anniversary"

and the mess i made


happy anniversary bubbah

p/s: i dont own one of those slr cameras, sorry for the blurry pictures.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

stand by your man

Sometimes its hard to be a woman
Giving all your love to just one man
You'll have bad times
And he'll have good times
Doing things that you don't understand
But if you love him you'll forgive him
Even though he's hard to understand
And if you love him
Oh be proud of him
'Cause after all he's just a man
Stand by your man
Give him two arms to cling to
And something warm to come to
When nights are cold and lonely
Stand by your man
And tell the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man
Stand by your man
And show the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man

-tammy wynette, stand by your man.



Love is patient, love is kind, love means slowly losing your mind.

and i have definitely lost mine.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

childhood dreams

i always keep a tiny notebook in all of my handbags, to keep me occupied whenever im idle.
mostly i use these notebooks to:
  1. play hangman; while waiting. waiting for my our food to arrive, waiting for the lecturer to come in, etc etc.
  2. blog. i always have something to say, especially when im angry. this comes in handy when im stuck in the traffic jam. or when im waiting.
  3. jot down quotes, taglines or anything that could be interesting to my eyes.
  4. okayy this might sound funny, but i always have this hope of meeting someone famous (that i like) so i can go up to him/her for signature. but realistically speaking, who asks for signatures these days? even i wouldnt go up and ask for a signature haha take picture(s) yes, but not ask for signature. nope. thats just, too corny.
  5. write down whatever lists, and how-to lists. to-do list, to-buy list, how to save money, how to lose fat effectively, and all that jazz. (like this one)
umm where was i?

ohh okayy.

so. i found this tiny book, a super old book in one of my drawers while i was looking for a knife to kill myself. kidding. i forgot what i was looking for, but i found a notebook. and in there, i wrote 'to blog about childhood dreams' in one of my to-do list. and this is what this post is about. my childhood dreams.

enjoy :)

hiddie's childhood dreams:
  1. to win stuffed animals at funfairs. (it seemed impossible at that time, and still is)
  2. to study/work/live overseas. (i took the petronas scholar, so i had to study in utp for 5 years and now im bound with petronas for 10 years. which means, there is no chance for me to work/live overseas now)
  3. to be a doctor. (but changed my mind when i got an injection. from then on, i thought doctors are mean)
  4. to drive a c class mercedes. (i was so in love with the car when i was 11)
  5. to be a singer. (oh come on, everyone wants to be a singer!)

now, at the age of 24, i still havent achieved any of these silly far-fetched dreams. i took a different path which does not result with me being a singing doctor who drives a c class mercedes cruising in miami. and ive never won any stuffed animals either.

so where does that leave me?
  1. im working with petronas, with an okay salary.
  2. i drive a getz, which i am soooooooo in love with. dad offered me a new car, but i refused cuz i seriously love my getz.
  3. i sing everyweek, with my friends, at redbox.
i think its safe to say that im happy. yeayy me.


Friday, July 24, 2009

wanna know what i think?

  1. the malaysian education system is a joke. no wonder we have jokers as politicians.
  2. jessica simpson and nick lachey should totally get back together. they were made for each other okkkaayyyy.
  3. morning showers are therapeutic. i dont know about you, but it sure works for me.
  4. girls should really really wash their hair everyday. if you can smell your own hair, i can too.
  5. doctors should invent sweet tasting pills. not too sweet though, we dont want to end up having bad teeth or addicted to pills. well you know what im saying.
  6. whoever stole my phone better not share those pictures. or ill wrestle you in hell.
  7. if you dont want to help yourself, dont ask for help or advice please.
  8. if your man loves you. treat him right. loving a female is not easy. who are we kidding? so, stroke his hair, say thank you and please, treat him dinner/lunch and let him pick the restaurant/gerai, give him bjs whenever he deserves them, etc etc. nice guys dont come easy these days, so do the right thing bitches.
  9. dont ever ask someone 'when are you getting married?'. its like asking 'why are you fat?'. let them be.
  10. i love hazim.
okay bye.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

i want all theeesssseeeeeeeee

in no particular order:

okayy thanks.

Monday, July 13, 2009

oh crap. my parents joined facebook.

haha no, luckily my parents are not that up to date.

check out this website, hope it will make your monday too :)

Friday, July 10, 2009


pegi mati laaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

make you feel my love.

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love.

Thursday, July 9, 2009



There's a gig this July. With an all-girl line-up. And perhaps a boy or two in skirts/baju kurungs.

Details are as follows:

What: Girls Out Loud
When: July 19 (Sunday) @ 7 pm
Where: Food Foundry, Section 17, PJ

Gregarious girls up for performing, contact us:

i loooovvvveeeee project omg <3

Monday, July 6, 2009

chasing pavements

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.

toothpaste kisses.

Cradle me
I'll cradle you
I'll win your heart
With a whoop-a-woo
Pulling shapes just for your eyes
So with toothpaste kisses and lines
I'll be yours and you'll be...

Lay with me
I'll lay with you
We'll do the things that lovers do
Put the stars in our eyes
And with heart-shaped bruises
And late-night kisses divine

So with toothpaste kisses and lines

Stay with me
Stay with you
Doing things that lovers do
What else to do?

just for the sake of posting.

This is something we should all read at least once a week.
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio.

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first pay check.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.