Friday, May 29, 2009

did you know?

Cows don't have upper front teeth

Although a cow has no upper front teeth, it grazes up to 8 hours a day (omg), taking in about 45 kg of feed (double omg) and the equivalent of a bath tub full of water. A healthy cow gives about 200,000 glasses of milk in her lifetime.

A cow has four stomachs: the rumen, reticulum, omasum and abomasum. The rumen is the largest stomach and acts as a fermentation chamber. The abomasum is last of the four and is comparable in both structure and function to the human stomach.

With all its grazing and many stomachs, cows are one of the main contributors to the hole in the ozone layer (haha). Apart from CFC, the biggest culprit is hydrocarbon emissions from cars and cows. LOL
Cows release some 100 million tons of hydrocarbon annually - by releasing gas. To give you an idea of how much gas a cow emits: if the gas of 10 cows could be captured, it would provide heating for a small house for a year (seriously?).

But unlike what you think, cows release hydrocarbon mostly by burping :p

giraffes are cute

okayy, im just bored.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

simple, yet always forgotten

life is what you make it

Friday, May 22, 2009

i believe

I Believe
Just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe
We don't have to change friends if
we understand that friends change.

I Believe
No matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while and
you must forgive them for that.

I Believe
You can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe
You should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe
You can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe
We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe
Either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe
Money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe
My best friend and I, can do anything, or
nothing and have the best time.

I Believe
Sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe
Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them and
less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe
It isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.
sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe
No matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe
Our background and circumstances may have
influenced who we are, but.we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe
Two people can look at the same thing
and see something totally different.

I Believe
Your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.

I Believe
Even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you -you will find the strength to help.

I Believe
Credentials on the wall or wads of money in your wallet
do not make you adecent human being.

I Believe
That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

and I believe in a thing called love.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

how to truly forgive

okayy i know this is lame but i do need some pick me ups from time to time. ive been angry lately, and i know somewhere, someone is angry at me too. so i was browsing through the net and i stumbled upon this. its actually a good read, you should give it a shot.

lets be a better person, yeah! :)

How to Truly Forgive Step 1 - Acknowledgement
The first step in learning to forgive is to acknowledge the fact that you have been hurt. Some of us with big egos may have to work on this because we may not want to admit we were hurt or that we can be hurt. The pain is already there and the first step in the forgiveness process is to acknowledge who, what, and how you have been hurt. Once this acknowledgement has been made, we can move to the next step.

How to Truly Forgive Step 2 - Be the bigger person
This step in forgiveness is to not wait for the person who has done you wrong to apologize. Instead, you should go and apologize first. Do not just apologize because you want to be first, but because you really mean it. A lot of the times people hurt someone because they have been hurt as well. If someone has hurt you because of something you did, you cannot expect them to come to you, so be the bigger person and apologize.

How to Truly Forgive Step 3 - Be patient
A lot of pain can take awhile to pass. You cannot expect the pain to disappear the moment you say "I forgive you." If your pain has turned to anger and resentment, get some counseling. This can help you understand exactly why this particular episode hurt you so much. It can also help you to understand why you are still feeling the hurt even if the incident occurred several months or even years earlier.

How to Truly Forgive Step 4 - Forgive yourself
Before you can let this person back into your life, you must be able to forgive yourself. This is probably the hardest step in the process because you have to be completely honest with yourself. You must admit to yourself your role in why you were hurt. There should be no justifications for what you did, but you must know that you contributed to your own feelings of hurt. You must pinpoint exactly what it was that you did to cause this person to hurt you. During this process, you must understand that your act was wrong but it does not mean you are a bad person.

How to Truly Forgive Step 5 - Set limits
When you forgive someone, it is hard to let the person back into your life completely. In order to truly forgive someone, you must set limits. Make the person promise they will not hurt you again. If they truly commit themselves to not hurting you let them back into your life. Take the process a step at a time. You can start out by only allowing a phone call once or twice a week. Once you are comfortable with them in your life, allow them to visit you periodically for short periods of time.

Understanding what, why, and how someone has hurt you is the only way to begin the process of forgiveness. You must acknowledge how you contributed to the person's reason for hurting you and might need to ask them for forgiveness as well. Taking these steps will help you to truly forgive those who have hurt you.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

hazim, this is for you <3

"I Will Be"
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want

And without you
I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need


Monday, May 4, 2009

dont stop believing, hidster

carrie bradshaw never did, and look what happened to her :)

we should stop pushing happy beginnings away. and we should also stop thinking that all the good things will come to an end. we should stop being bitter, to be exact.

now, im not saying that we should lose our heads here. we are smart, and its a well known fact. i learned something recently and i wanna share it w you, and w all the smart ladies out there.

we tend to push things away. you know what im talking about, right?
but sometimes its okay to just believe.

we need to stop over analyzing things and let the nature take its own course.

so sit back, relax, and enjoy the show ;)

p/s: this is me w my positive mode talking. and its subject to changes okayy haha you know how fickle minded i can be :p

>>this is actually my reply to a friend's note on facebook. am reposting it as a reminder to self. cuz i do read my own blog from time to time haha

reposting someones fb status

Facebook etiquette 101 - Avoid social networking masturbation. Don't press the 'Like' button on your own status messages/notes/posts.
-Omar Michael

Sunday, May 3, 2009

clown at your service.

i am beginning to think that hurting me is an amusement to you.

hiddie is a sad, pathetic bitch.

excuse me, party people.

just lemme indulge in my sadness for a bit. hope ill get back to the old me soon.
*note to self: gosh bitch, please heal soon. im sick of you already.

was reminded of this song by a friend. and kena tepat siot.

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