serving the person you love is not something you 'do'.
it is entirely natural. it's guided by the same part of your brain or whatever it is that controls your heartbeat.
if you love someone, then you'll feel about them the way described. and if that person shares that feeling and you are together, then that's the highest state of being, and the happiest.
-taken from a book by James Collins, Love in Air.
song of the day: don't wait - dashboard confessional
The sky glows I see it shining when my eyes close I hear your warnings but we both know I'm gonna look at it again Don't wait, Don't wait The road is now a sudden sea And suddenly, you're deep enough To lay your armor down To lay your armor down To lay your armor down You get one look I'll show you something that the knife took. A bit to early for my own good Now let's not speak of it again Don't wait, Don't wait The road is now a sudden sea And suddenly, you're deep enough To lay your armor down To lay your armor down To lay your armor down Don't wait, Don't wait The lights will flash and fade away The days will pass you by Don't wait To lay your armor down
I miss my sweet and caring boyfriend. I am in need of support and love. I feel depressed. I have to wake up at 530am every morning and then drive for an hour to get to my workplace. In that one hour period I meet a lot of jerks and stupid people who should not be allowed to drive. And for the next 8 hours I have to crack my brain and learn about economy, poverty and the east coast states. It is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyy different from what I’ve learned in the last 5 miserable years. So there is a lot to digest. I only can get off work after 530pm. And the traffic is crazy. And I will encounter jerk-ier people than the morning traffic. Everyone is desperate to get home, including me. The journey to get home usually takes more than one hour, especially when it rains. I wanna scream and shout out of desperation but I can’t. The other cars are too close, and they will see me break down.
So please, be a little more affectionate. I need affection more than ever.
Perjalan pulang dari KL yang over-rated, over-populated, over-priced, pendek kata semua laa over!
im back. cynical than ever but definitely wiser. oh yeah :))
will start working on monday, august 18th. so soon kan? tak puas lagi malas malas dah kena kerja. and to those who thought i couldnt make it-eat your shit lah kan. i got a super cool position kot kat petronas, klcc, level 10. haa. take that. under special project unit lagi. whatever that means haha tapiii saya masih akan isi minyak di shell section 9 lol