Saturday, August 30, 2008

don't wait.

serving the person you love is not something you 'do'.
it is entirely natural.
it's guided by the same part of your brain or whatever it is that controls your heartbeat.

if you love someone, then you'll feel about them the way described. and if that person shares that feeling and you are together, then that's the highest state of being, and the happiest.


-taken from a book by James Collins, Love in Air.



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song of the day: don't wait - dashboard confessional

The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

You get one look
I'll show you something that the knife took.
A bit to early for my own good
Now let's not speak of it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

Don't wait, Don't wait
The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
Don't wait
To lay your armor down


Thursday, August 28, 2008

perasaan setelah lebih seminggu bekerja di klcc.

I miss my sweet and caring boyfriend. I am in need of support and love. I feel depressed. I have to wake up at 530am every morning and then drive for an hour to get to my workplace. In that one hour period I meet a lot of jerks and stupid people who should not be allowed to drive. And for the next 8 hours I have to crack my brain and learn about economy, poverty and the east coast states. It is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyy different from what I’ve learned in the last 5 miserable years. So there is a lot to digest. I only can get off work after 530pm. And the traffic is crazy. And I will encounter jerk-ier people than the morning traffic. Everyone is desperate to get home, including me. The journey to get home usually takes more than one hour, especially when it rains. I wanna scream and shout out of desperation but I can’t. The other cars are too close, and they will see me break down.

So please, be a little more affectionate. I need affection more than ever.
:(

Perjalan pulang dari KL yang over-rated, over-populated, over-priced, pendek kata semua laa over!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

hey hey you you

im back.
cynical than ever but definitely wiser. oh yeah :))

will start working on monday, august 18th.
so soon kan? tak puas lagi malas malas dah kena kerja.
and to those who thought i couldnt make it-eat your shit lah kan. i got a super cool position kot kat petronas, klcc, level 10. haa. take that. under special project unit lagi. whatever that means haha
tapiii saya masih akan isi minyak di shell section 9 lol

ugh, nervous about monday. wish me luck ;)

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