I wish I don't have to wait anymore.

But I do :( *counting days*

Anyway, not being able to weigh myself every morning and night here in kampung is making me worried and a little more obsessed about not eating sampai dah kena marah w mother. Tapi ugh geramnya tak sedap hati not knowing how much I gained or lose today. I'm so scared :(

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