Thursday, December 10, 2009

I think I need a sunrise

my heart is breaking.

no, its not my boyfriend.
its work.

hmm, where do i start.
okay.
i am seconded to a project, a lousy one, till August 2009.
and it has been HELL.
i am trying to get out of here in April 2010, been scouting for a few positions.
ive got two escape plans, one wants me in march 2010, another is sometime mid next year.
and i was in the midst of updating my resume.
then thunder strikes.
i just heard that the CEO aka the Devil wants to extend my contract till end of 2o10.
sigh.
apparently i am one of the unlucky ones.
he is going to meet Tan Sri H on the 5th of Jan to discuss this matter.
God, please shed some light.
please let Tan Sri H see how miserable we all are and not approve the extension plan.
we are all suffering here.
please take us back as soon as possible.

and i think this song explains what im feeling right now.


In the light of the sun
Is there anyone? Oh, it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Your eyes are red, the tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
And you said, you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
You carry all your thoughts across an open field
Where flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
Well you said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
And fly 'em out to Spain

Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I was tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of Sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name, yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name


song of the day: boston by augustana.