selamat hari raya

can't find any less cliche-d word than sorry.
i AM sorry. please forgive my wrong doings. i know ive hurt a lot of you, intentionally or not.
maafkanlah my harsh words, rude gestures, lame excuses and my lack of patience.

thank you for sticking w me, and for still being my friends. i love you guys :)

selamat hari raya kawan-kawan!

*hugs*

hmm.

"No man is worth a woman's tears.
The one that's worth it, will never make her cry"

-taken from wanie's blog.

life is a maze and love is a riddle

song of the day: the show - lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

i find this cute.

haha comel kan? :))

ly, H.

all i need is a place to rest my head.

it has been a tough week and i just had to complain. i complain a lot, thats me.

a cicak fell on my hair this morning (!!!!!) it slided down to my shoulder and i did a little jiggy pastu baru dia fell on the floor. UGH. geli okayy. and i didnt have enough time to wash my hair again T_T

anyway, woke up at 530 today. dropped by zulie's house before going to work. zulie is one of my besties, we've known each other since we were 11. she's off to glasgow today to pursuit a degree in architecture. sigh. everyone is going away. iffah pun sama, pegi venezuela pulak tu :( semua nak tingggal i. *a girl could dwell in self pity once in a while. let me.

work has been crazy. im exhausted. there's so much to learn! am going to start with economics next week. gonna pinjam a book from sunway college library through fara. (she's a librarian, sexay huh?)

had a row w le boyfriend yesterday. sigh. all this unnecessary masalah adds insult to my injury. its driving me nuts. whatever lah. like P. DIddy said; this too, shall pass.

eyebaaagggggsssss! aaaaaaaa! i look much older now due to tak cukup tidur and the stress. aaaaa. dah laa my figure mmg dah mcm makcik, campur eyebags, ugly hair, baju kurung habis laa. ppl would think im a mother of 3. thinking of cutting my hair though, what do you think? kasi edgy sikit, baru laa tak mcm makcik. kan? ohh talking about hair, bodoh betul clairol's herbal essences ni. dah laa stop production to tukar packaging tak announce! rosak rambutku guna shampoo lain. pastu they have this new range pulak, my old shampoo dah takde. isk. i need the comfort of having my old hair, that would make me feel a lot better.

sigh, tell me this is a bad dream. tell me i dont work w ECERDC.

please tell me everything is wonderful now.

song of the day: break me - jewel

foolish games.

To all you big mouths, stop doing what you’re doing. I’ve been through enough, stop making up stories. If you wanna gossip-fine, but at least tell it as it is. Don’t add salt to my wound. Words go around you know. I’m not going to name names here, I believe you are mature enough to admit your own mistake. People make mistakes, nobody is ever perfect. Even you make mistakes, so don’t judge.

On a softer note, I plead you all to stop spreading lies. Simply because your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. Thank you for caring, but I’ve made my decision and I’m sticking to it.

Love,

Hiddie

where is the love?

ask yourself.