Friday, August 7, 2009

finally accepting defeat.


i was in denial for the past eight months.
i know he has doubts, but i didnt want to acknowledge it.
and hoped and hoped and hoped and hooooopppppeeedddd
with my whole heart that the worst wont happen.
but it did.
and i know i cant change his mind.
no, not this time.

so this is me, accepting defeat.
finally accepting defeat.

silly, silly me.
accepting defeat.

served me right.
padan muka diri sendiri.

dont ask,
im obviously not okay.

no,
i dont wanna talk about it either.

just let me be.

will talk when im ready.



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