status update.

alive and kickin' baby



now th-th-th-that don't kill me, can only make me stronger

and take that haterrrrrsssssssssss



*hugs*

masalah dengan cinta adalah...

click sini

ROFL

selamat hari raya

can't find any less cliche-d word than sorry.
i AM sorry. please forgive my wrong doings. i know ive hurt a lot of you, intentionally or not.
maafkanlah my harsh words, rude gestures, lame excuses and my lack of patience.

thank you for sticking w me, and for still being my friends. i love you guys :)

selamat hari raya kawan-kawan!

*hugs*

hmm.

"No man is worth a woman's tears.
The one that's worth it, will never make her cry"

-taken from wanie's blog.

life is a maze and love is a riddle

song of the day: the show - lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

i find this cute.

haha comel kan? :))

ly, H.

all i need is a place to rest my head.

it has been a tough week and i just had to complain. i complain a lot, thats me.

a cicak fell on my hair this morning (!!!!!) it slided down to my shoulder and i did a little jiggy pastu baru dia fell on the floor. UGH. geli okayy. and i didnt have enough time to wash my hair again T_T

anyway, woke up at 530 today. dropped by zulie's house before going to work. zulie is one of my besties, we've known each other since we were 11. she's off to glasgow today to pursuit a degree in architecture. sigh. everyone is going away. iffah pun sama, pegi venezuela pulak tu :( semua nak tingggal i. *a girl could dwell in self pity once in a while. let me.

work has been crazy. im exhausted. there's so much to learn! am going to start with economics next week. gonna pinjam a book from sunway college library through fara. (she's a librarian, sexay huh?)

had a row w le boyfriend yesterday. sigh. all this unnecessary masalah adds insult to my injury. its driving me nuts. whatever lah. like P. DIddy said; this too, shall pass.

eyebaaagggggsssss! aaaaaaaa! i look much older now due to tak cukup tidur and the stress. aaaaa. dah laa my figure mmg dah mcm makcik, campur eyebags, ugly hair, baju kurung habis laa. ppl would think im a mother of 3. thinking of cutting my hair though, what do you think? kasi edgy sikit, baru laa tak mcm makcik. kan? ohh talking about hair, bodoh betul clairol's herbal essences ni. dah laa stop production to tukar packaging tak announce! rosak rambutku guna shampoo lain. pastu they have this new range pulak, my old shampoo dah takde. isk. i need the comfort of having my old hair, that would make me feel a lot better.

sigh, tell me this is a bad dream. tell me i dont work w ECERDC.

please tell me everything is wonderful now.

song of the day: break me - jewel

foolish games.

To all you big mouths, stop doing what you’re doing. I’ve been through enough, stop making up stories. If you wanna gossip-fine, but at least tell it as it is. Don’t add salt to my wound. Words go around you know. I’m not going to name names here, I believe you are mature enough to admit your own mistake. People make mistakes, nobody is ever perfect. Even you make mistakes, so don’t judge.

On a softer note, I plead you all to stop spreading lies. Simply because your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. Thank you for caring, but I’ve made my decision and I’m sticking to it.

Love,

Hiddie

where is the love?

ask yourself.

katy perry rocks

clearing the air with a fart. from Katy Perry on Vimeo.

WHOA.

don't wait.

serving the person you love is not something you 'do'.

it is entirely natural.
it's guided by the same part of your brain or whatever it is that controls your heartbeat.

if you love someone, then you'll feel about them the way described. and if that person shares that feeling and you are together, then that's the highest state of being, and the happiest.

-taken from a book by James Collins, Love in Air.

<3

song of the day: don't wait - dashboard confessional

The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

You get one look
I'll show you something that the knife took.
A bit to early for my own good
Now let's not speak of it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

Don't wait, Don't wait
The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
Don't wait
To lay your armor down

perasaan setelah lebih seminggu bekerja di klcc.

I miss my sweet and caring boyfriend. I am in need of support and love. I feel depressed. I have to wake up at 530am every morning and then drive for an hour to get to my workplace. In that one hour period I meet a lot of jerks and stupid people who should not be allowed to drive. And for the next 8 hours I have to crack my brain and learn about economy, poverty and the east coast states. It is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyy different from what I’ve learned in the last 5 miserable years. So there is a lot to digest. I only can get off work after 530pm. And the traffic is crazy. And I will encounter jerk-ier people than the morning traffic. Everyone is desperate to get home, including me. The journey to get home usually takes more than one hour, especially when it rains. I wanna scream and shout out of desperation but I can’t. The other cars are too close, and they will see me break down.

So please, be a little more affectionate. I need affection more than ever.

:(

Perjalan pulang dari KL yang over-rated, over-populated, over-priced, pendek kata semua laa over!

hey hey you you

im back.
cynical than ever but definitely wiser. oh yeah :))

will start working on monday, august 18th.
so soon kan? tak puas lagi malas malas dah kena kerja.
and to those who thought i couldnt make it-eat your shit lah kan. i got a super cool position kot kat petronas, klcc, level 10. haa. take that. under special project unit lagi. whatever that means haha
tapiii saya masih akan isi minyak di shell section 9 lol

ugh, nervous about monday. wish me luck ;)

<3